Why Can't I...?

You drive me crazy even though I know its my fault. We're together, but now I can hardly look at you, much less talk to you... what happened? To the easy conversations, the laughs, and relaxed looks? Why can't I do that anymore? You don't see what I see in you. You don't think your good enough. But that's just stupid. If you could see what I see, you would see someone smart, handsome, funny, sweet, worried, and kind. But I cant tell you that because I am pathetic. I'm a coward. I don't have the strength to tell you what I think, even though I'm yours and your mine now. That doesn't make any sense. It was supposed to be easy now. What do I do? I wish you would show what to do, how to act. What's wrong with me? Why do you affect me like this? Why can't I figure this out? Why can't I show you... how much I love you?