Thursday, February 16, 2012

A Blue Jay's Idiom

For Amber, Jason, Trenten, and the little one. 

            Light shimmered, dusking the early morning dew with iridescence and loving curiosity. Filtering throughout the trees, the delicate rays drifted from maple to maple, seductively shivering across bark and lichen alike, highlighting the rise and fall of the pattern of forest life.

The black armor of a beetle, dappled gracefully, hung still for a moment, rainbows glittering on opal wings. And with a quick experimental flap, he dropped, miscalculating his sleepy travels with an unfortunate consequence. Finding his wings after a moment of terror, he was off again, slicing neatly and noisily through the golden air and almost an inch too close to the presence of a flamboyant blue jay, who was sluggishly preening her immaculate feathers.

Lucky for the beetle, she chose to ignore him. With a quick ruffling of feathers and a final huff, she settled down comfortably on her creamy belly, cocking her head carefully downward, black eyes focusing with fond weariness.  

“Bygid!” Blue flashed once again, a flurry of near-neon feathers set against a brilliant jade background. The second jay hurtled through the branches, wings and feet careening in his ungainly pace, sending dust and lichen dreamily fluid in his wake.

“Bygid, Bygid! How are they??” Cadeyrn called, tucking his wings up in an ungainly fashion, nearly blinding his own mate in the process. Bygid ducked her crowned head out of his flight path, shuffling her own wings to hide her amusement. Bygid wasn’t accustomed to mockery in any way shape or form, (usual blue jay catcalls aside) but she discounted her own mate in much the way she did her chicks; loving disrespect.

“Oh, the little ones?” Bygid yawned, purposely suspending the moment just for the sake of it. When she had settled back down, she glanced smugly down at their rag-tag nest, bursting with ribbons, trinkets, moss, twigs, down, and, in the very center, the desiccated remains of three oblong speckled blue eggs. “I think they’re hungry.”

Cadeyrn nearly dropped the shredded letter in his beak. Eyes growing wild over the inky paper, he began to eagerly hop back in forth, foot to foot. “A-All o’ t-them?” He squawked and stuttered, elated rugged face peaked in exuberance. “They’re out-t??”

“Very much so. And as I said love, hungry.” With an inner calculated grin, she shuffled herself back, perching herself on the nest’s rim and revealing for the first time, the three fully formed, and very much hungry, shivering efforts of Bygid and Cadeyrn’s love. One of them, the smallest, twisted a long, wobbly neck and around and peeped in mild agitation. Cadeyrn crowed in delight, lowering his open mouth to the chick’s. After his stomach was empty and the chick’s was full, he stepped back, eyes glowing.  

After a moment of silence, pregnant and busting with exuberant pride, Cadeyrn fluttered to wing again, throwing his brilliant head back and keening in delight, Bygid watching with loving, exhausted fondness all the while. Cadeyrn lowered his head again, gratefully nuzzling the featherless blob of pale flesh and beak. Miniature duplicates of his own dark eyes stared back greedily, obviously waiting for another round of dinner.

Cadeyrn cooed again, and emerged grinning.
“That’s only one out of three, love,” Bygid clacked, shuddering her delicate body again in another overwhelming yawn. Cadeyrn cocked his head, eyeing her silently for a moment, grin still growing.

“Get some sleep, beautiful,” he chuckled, cooing again. “Your work is done for the day. ‘Time for me to feed my family and be a father.”

And so, with no further argument necessary, Bygid settled herself into her nest and over her young again, laying a vibrant head to an ivory breast with a slight sigh of relief.

Cadeyrn watched his mate for a moment longer, then, turning reluctantly, dropped off their branch, turquoise wings flaring gracefully a foot from the teeming ground. Skimming the tall grasses, he zipped off, singing praise with his most jovial song yet, proud heart pounding out it's own rhythm.


Thursday, February 9, 2012

A Magpie's Lament



Forgive me my feathers,
Dull from afar,
As milky as sap,
As black as tar.

So pardon my interest,
And continue to sing,
For I’m just a scavenger,
And you’ll throw me off wing.

A magpie’s lament is as good as it gets,
So listen to me when I tell you,
Because your beauty is limitless,
And I hope you’ll notice me too.

And because you are kind,
With soft spoken eyes,
I’ll sing you a ballad,
Croaking your praise with a voice used to lies.

For you’re a canary to a cat,
Just hoping to trust,
You’re as sweet as the ground,
Just freshly unfrost.

Now I see you shake your head,
Curls waterfalling,
As you hide your disgust,
Fears unfolding.

Please still your lips,
Let your conscious relax
While I sing you a new song,
One of fewer attacks.

You’re as pale as the moon,
With eyes like the skies,
Born with the soul of the stars,
And hair as fine as life’s intricate ties.

So I’ll liken you to a phoenix,
Fiery like the sun,
As wild as a free man,
As elegant as a swan.

Or maybe an eagle,
As strong as a king?
Or the step of a doe,
As lithe as my wings. 

Now I see that you’re pleased,
And if I could I would smile,
But spare me your love,
For it’d only be futile.

So blow me a kiss,
And I’ll take one final bow,
Leaving behind just one,
One feather from my down.


Submitted to; Kaleidotrope

Blind Faith


Despite the significance of the February day for lovers around the world, the holiday made no difference to the gloomy influence of a morning without a sky. Fog banks, thick and nigh impenetrable sat heavily on their haunches, leaving millions of luminescent water droplets on every surface in their wake. Dulling every sense available to its disposal, the mist sat snugly, apparently confident in it’s ability to stay without interference from the sun.

Hart didn’t like the fog. It was awful stuff, tumbling her few advantages over nature into disarray. The world having already been grayscale in her eyes, was chaotic through the fog, forcing a bit of a headache into the fur on her elongated head. Snuffling, the German Sheppard took a step forward, tail limply twitching in unease. The air was acidic even with the fog, and very nearly overwhelming. She exhaled, and then carefully began to pick her way through the bodies littered on the ground, nose following an invisible, trailing red hot line of loyalty and love. There were about 249 bodies total at the time, but Hart neither knew this nor cared. Her mind and nose were quite simply set on finding her Aliza, a task she wouldn’t lay down until she’d accomplished or died.

The piece of paper stuffed in her leather itched persistently, chafing her shoulder every time she took a step, rubbing the tender skin raw. Grimacing in annoyance, the dog stopped beside the body of balding man to furiously scratch at her collar with her hind leg. A cascade of dark dog hairs tumbled exuberantly into the face of the dead man, black fur stark against the whites of his sunken blue eyes. Hart snuffled his face carefully for traces of her master before picking her way around him.

Having scratched to no avail, the dog huffed and shook, decidedly setting her jaw against the pesky piece of paper. The Doctor had only given her the letter because of Aliza’s scent, and Aliza knew it, so she had absoloutley no problem with befouling it. Hart had tried to reason with The Doctor, but of course, he didn’t listen. Hart knew Aliza’s particular scent like no one else’s, and she certainly didn’t need one of Aliza’s old soggy school papers to “help her out.” And so, oblivious to her communication efforts, he’d placed it on her, tying it three times ‘round with twine before letting her out of his car and onto the desolate road to a so-called “Auschwitz.” Hart knew this only because she’d seen the sign, but she wagged her tail anyway at her brief stroke of genius.

The fog cleared a little further on, again putting more bounce back into her weary brindled tail. The ground, previously hard and sharp with frost, was warmer here but no less pleasant, burgundy mood squelching between Hart’s toes. Part of a women’s scalp blocked her next step, so she snuffled it hopefully before trotting onward, excitedly shuffling her way through the dead until she found what she’d been looking for.
            A quiet sniffling preceded Alicia’s presence, alarm sizzling in Hart’s mind like an ember. Gone was the smell of death and rot at least, but the salty tang of blood and the living hung close, aided by the grimy scent of threadbare unwashed wool. And far more precedent, the smell of her beloved Aliza Hartmann. Lunging forward, the dog careened around the far side of a skeletal looking bush, nearly colliding with another hulking mass who most definitely was not a packmate.  

            In every aspect, the man was malicious. Malicious and unwelcome. And above all, he was blocking a dog from her master. The brindled tale whipped upward, fur spiking and rising as it went, spreading from the fur on her tail to the fur on her neck and shoulders like a wave of hostility. Not a second behind the upper lips followed suite, held high and aloft above spotted pink and black gums, heralding a chest-deep heart from the tip of her curled tongue. The vibrations shook her body, muscles rigid against sparse fat. A second longer and she would be have been 85 pounds of pure rage on tender flesh. As it was, the man’s back heaved unnaturally for a moment, bulging impossibly. Hart stepped closer, lips drawn taut and nostrils flaring wildly. Odd, her senses told her. Wrong. He still smelled of her Aliza, but he didn’t smell… alive…

            Hart had only the emotional response time to yelp before she could oh-so-barely dart to the side, narrowly avoiding being crushed by the immense expanse of sallow flesh. The German Shepard paused warily before returning to the body, snuffling various scented parts gingerly.

He hadn’t been dead for long- maybe an hour or two at most, and the gaping hole in his side had long stopped easing crimson. His clothes didn’t match the other deaders’. On the contrary, it smelled like it might once have been regularly cleaned. Hart sneezed, swiftly pulling her sensitive snout away from the brown mess at the seat of his pricey pants. Finishing her inspection, she growled at the body. The front of his pants gaped open, male member hanging limply into the dirt, just as dead as the rest of ‘im, Hart nodded in approval. She’d been neutered as a pup, and she stood proud of the fact now.

            And behind the man, crumpled and frozen against a cold metal chain-link fence- Aliza. With not a second’s thought for the body, Hart bounded forward, clearing the man in an easy jump but landing almost directly ontop of her owner. Within seconds, the girl’s face was slick with saliva and burning with contrast against Hart’s warm, and very much alive, body heat. And then her tiny face was convulsing, disappearing under salt and wrinkles. Promptly, Hart ran her nose over every available surface, tongue following soon after until the cold was gone and her master’s little girl was back.

            “Hart, H-hart,” she sobbed, fingers twining deep into brindled fur and gripping somewhat harshly. Hart waited patiently, unwilling to drop her own thorough worried investigation.

            “Hart, I m-missed you! I missed you so much! M-mama, Papa, they’re all d’ed. B-but I remembered giving you to Doctor Bakst, so I knew you were okay! I knew y-you were okay…” Subsiding into continuos quiet sniffles, her body relaxed slightly, eleven year old bony body yielding entirely to Hart’s care.

            After a moment of silence, she rocked back from her kneeling position onto the frail balls of her bare feet. Smearing tears and snot across her sleeve, she grimaced, then returned disbelieving fish-yellow little hands behind Hart’s ears, under her belly, around her face, and along her back. In Hart’s mind, it was the best petting she’d ever had. When Aliza had finished (and no sooner), Hart stood up to nose her cold snout under Aliza’ armpit, making Aliza giggles and Hart sneeze. Ignoring the little girl’s profound joy, Hart shrugged her youngest packmate to her feet, taking care to be gentle. Aliza babbled on, apperantly anxious and relieved to have someone to spill her heart out to again.

            “Oh, Hart! It was awful! This place…” She shuddered, angrily wiping a few stray tears loose with a scowl. “Well, I’ll get to that later. But these men, prisoners I guess, Jews like me an’ gypsies an’ oddities, these people collect ‘em! So they staged this attack thing, to get out, you know? The whole crematorium blew up! There were dead guards and everything. They called it a mass breakout,” Aliza paused, beaming. “And by golly, we did it! 249 de’d, but the men, they were saying that if even one survived, it’d be worth it, and I did!”

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Alternate Ending 1;
            “Oh, Hart! It was awful! This place…” She shuddered, angrily wiping a few stray tears loose with a scowl. “Well, I’ll get to that later. But these men, prisoners I guess, Jews like me an’ gypsies an’ oddities, these people collect ‘em! So they staged this attack thing, to get out, you know? The whole crematorium blew up! There were dead guards and everything. They called it a mass breakout,” Aliza paused, beaming. “And by golly, we did it! 249 de’d, but the men, they were saying that if even one survived, it’d be worth it, and I did!”
            Hart smiled inwardly at her master’s joy, and, indulging the little girl’s patience, nudged little Aliza Kaiser onward, away from her death and back into loving arms and paws.

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Alternate Ending 2:
            “Oh, Hart! It was awful! This place…” She shuddered, angrily wiping a few stray tears loose with a scowl. “Well, I’ll get to that later. But these men, prisoners I guess, Jews like me an’ gypsies an’ oddities, these people collect ‘em! So they staged this attack thing, to get out, you know? The whole crematorium blew up! There were dead guards and everything. They called it a mass breakout,” Aliza paused, beaming. “And by golly, we did it! 249 de’d, but the men, they were saying that if even one survived, it’d be worth it, and I di-“
            She froze. Swaying unevenly, she looked down at her chest, brown eyes wide with surprise at the darkness spreading across the shallow ivory purity of the wool.
            The blossom of the gunshot cracked through the air only a second later, and it seemed to Hart that she took a decade to collapse, limps slowly unfolding in on each other as she hit the ground, young eyes wide and unseeing.  
            Almost blindly, Hart shoved her wet nose to her Aliza’s face, numbly searching, questing for her old master’s vibrant spark of life. The bruised skin under Hart’s flesh cooled to nothing, as unyielding as the dead around them.
            And with that, Hart lost everything she’d ever had. Her mind, bent so far backward in loops and u-turns, snapped, erasing every impulse control, thought, and joyous feeling she’d ever had. There was only longing, and her human. 
Hart was alone. More alone than she’d ever been. With trembling limbs, Hart sank down by her master, and waited hopefully simply for her to come back to Hart, blind in her own faith. 
   
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                        Background Information

On October 7, 1944, 250 Jewish Sonderkommandos (laborers) at Auschwitz attacked their guards and blew up Crematorium IV with explosives female prisoners had smuggled in from a nearby factory. Three German guards were killed during the uprising, one of whom was stuffed into an oven. The Sonderkommandos attempted a mass breakout, but all 250 were killed soon after.